How do you hold onto faith
when faith itself seems lost?

Whether in struggle, illness, death, or failure, the presence of pain causes us to question the presence of God. We pray and watch the sky, crossing our spiritual fingers for hardcore proof of God’s nearness. And in the silence, we sense something more sinister: perceived abandonment.

But what if we could collect evidence that God hasn’t left us?
What if we could be absolutely certain of God’s presence and affection,
strengthening our faith against any assault?

 “Michele states her goal clearly: “To descend into the basement of my faith journey and, hopefully, discover evidence of God’s presence.” Her basement contains suffering and chaos to a degree that few of us will experience. Transparently, cautiously, she invites us along on her search for God’s presence, mining the Bible as well as reliable spiritual mentors for help along the way. To anyone who experiences pain, depression, confusion, or simply a nagging sense of life’s unfairness, I recommend Michele Cushatt as a trustworthy guide.”

Philip Yancey |  Best Selling Author


Purchase Relentless before November 12, 2019, fill out the form below, and get early access to the Relentless Bundle plus exclusive pre-order bonuses including:


A Video Discussion with Patsy Clairmont

Join long-time friends Patsy Clairmont and Michele Cushatt for an unplugged, honest conversation about faith, suffering, and how to hang on to God when life is hard.


Prayers and Meditation Mp3

Michele recorded prayers for each chapter of the book. Listen to the prayers at the conclusion of each chapter.


Spotify Playlist

Music has always been a large part of who Michele is and during times of suffering has been a great comfort. Sometimes without knowing how or what to pray a song can give us the words to lift up to God. Enjoy the Relentless playlist on Spotify.


Downloadable Theme Verse

Relentless was written out of Michele’s own personal experience of John 14:18, a truth she still clings to when she feels alone or isolated. Download, frame and keep it as a reminder, you aren’t alone.


Discussion Guide

Relentless is meant to be shared and it’s a great resource in digging deeper into your own questions about God’s presence. This discussion guide is great for small groups.


Screensavers & Wallpapers

Download this set of five screensavers for your phone and five wallpapers to use on your computer with quotes from Relentless. Each is a reminder of God’s presence through this life.

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My team and I wanted to give you some special bonuses for pre-ordering Relentless. We took into consideration items that would meet you right where you are in your journey. Please enjoy these gifts from us as a special thank you. By submitting this form, you’ll also be added to my mailing list. My mailing list receives my blog and podcast episodes. You also become part of exclusive bonuses club. I am constantly updating our bonuses page with new things readers like you request. Lastly, I would love for you to leave a review on Amazon or Good Reads once you’ve read the book. Reviews are so helpful in getting the book into hands of others that may not have otherwise heard about Relentless.

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    “God’s Presence—not your performance—is your glory.”



    Liz Curtis Higgs

    Best-selling author of Bad Girls of the Bible

    “I love the way this woman writes. Deeply personal stories and profound biblical insights flow across the page and into our hearts, easy as breathing. In Relentless, Michele Cushatt invites us to lay bare our fears and disappointments, our emotional heartaches and physical struggles, so the sweet balm of truth can do its healing work. No pat answers or easy solutions here. Only hard-earned wisdom from a woman who longs for us to experience the presence of a God who never lets go.”


    Sheila Walsh

    Author of Praying Women, How to Pray When You Don't Know What to Say

    “I wept as I read this book. I thought I’d skim it but it wouldn’t let me go. It is brutally honest and achingly human. If you have ever struggled to find God in your pain Michelle has given us a road map. Relentless will shake your faith to the core and what you will be left with will be real, and pure and hope and Jesus.”


    Dr. Juli Slattery

    President and Co-Founder Authentic Intimacy

    “The ugly confessions of despair and the proclamations of God’s presence seem as if they should belong to different voices, perhaps even different churches. Michele Cushatt is a rare gem, courageously honest about the raw anguish of her reality while declaring the steadfast beauty of her Savior. Michele’s vulnerability strips away every Christian cliché and dives into the gut-wrenching search for a God who never leaves us. This book will challenge you and change you!”


    Alia Joy

    Author of Glorious Weakness: Discovering God in All We Lack

    “If you desire a book reinforcing tidy promises of happily ever after, healings on demand, or a life where everything is fair if you just have faith, this isn’t it. Instead, Cushatt takes our hand and walks with us through the big question many of us don’t dare ask while suffering, but think all the same, “Why have You forsaken me?” Along the way, Cushatt deftly interweaves her testimony with an examination of scripture guiding us to recognize, remember, and rest in God’s relentless presence.”


    Chrystal Evans Hurst

    Speaker and Author of She's Still There

    “Michele Cushatt is a woman who has had both her physical and spiritual life tried by fire over and over again. The gold produced from her trials has taken the form of healing words which soothe the soul of others who face harsh difficulties life often brings. With a deep understanding of the questions that arise in the mind and heart of the person who wants to believe God but is struggling to do so, Michele provides a firm path of faith, plowed by her own wrestling and smoothed by the answers she fought to find. If the pain you’ve experienced has caused you to question God’s power or His love, Michele knows. And she’s written this book for you.”


    Susie Larson

    Talk Show Host, National Speaker, Author of, “Fully Alive”

    One of the things I love most about Michele Cushatt is her authentic, raw, beautiful relationship with the Lord. You’ll find no clichés, pat answers, or tidy phrases in her books. Michele has emerged from the ashes of her pain with a wisdom that the world needs to hear. I often say that we should listen to those who suffer well. They have something to teach us. In her new book, “Relentless” Michele explores God’s utter faithfulness amidst unrelenting pain and inexplainable circumstances. Pretty much everyone I know is walking through a storm or loves someone who is. Which means everyone needs this book. Read it slowly. Take it in. Your soul will be richer for it.”


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    “God’s Presence is where the pain is.”

    About Michele

    As an experienced communicator, Michele Cushatt speaks internationally to a wide variety of audiences including Women of Faith, Life Today TV, Compassion International, Ziglar Family, Family Life Blended, and Focus on the Family.

    A three-time head and neck cancer survivor and parent of “children from hard places,” Michele is a (reluctant) expert of trauma, pain and the deep human need for authentic connection. She and her husband, Troy, share a blended family of six children, including biological children, stepchildren, and foster-adopt children. They live in Denver, Colorado.

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